Three weeks ago I started a new lifestyle, a lifestyle of healthy eating and (holy moly!!) EXERCISE.
The facts of the exercise – group setting, five days a week, women of varying fitness levels, weights and ages pushing ourselves to the max and encouraging each other every step of the way.
The first two weeks were rough to say the least. I obsessed over going to class ALL DAY LONG. I was fearful every time I walked in the door. I did not understand why I kept subjecting myself to this mental torture and physical pain and exhaustion. I had to miss a Thursday & Friday class because of injury. I took those two days and the weekend to get a hold of myself mentally. Monday evening I prayed all the way to class. I survived it. The following Thursday, fear came over me again. I struggled with going into class, but I did it. After class a woman delivered a gift to me from another lady that was on vacation and hadn’t come to class. This lady was worried about me. Here is a picture of what she gave me.
It’s a key chain with the name of the workout program on it. But it is more. She attached a keychain that Tom & I had made to raise money for the PDJ Memorial Scholarship fund. Here is a close up of that keychain.
“I ain’t skeered”, something Peyton would say . That boy was fearless.
I got into my car after the workout and cried and cried and cried. How dare I let fear keep me from doing what I knew I should be doing. I could go into the reasons I was afraid – getting out of my comfort zone, doing something I was HORRIBLE at, etc, etc, etc. I don’t want to write about that; I want to write of God’s goodness and faithfulness because that is what matters.
When I went to read my devotional that night, this was at the top of the page.
God has never left me. He loves me and He wants me to know that He loves me. This time He showed me through key chains and a devotional.
He loves you too and will show you in ways that will amaze you!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for reading : )