I haven't been here in a long time. Well actually, I have come to the blog, but I haven't written anything in almost a year. I come to the blog and read. I read of all the times God has carried me. I read the comments and feel the love.
Tonight I am missing my boy. A LOT. It's one of those desperate times. I think of his face and cannot believe he is still gone. I want to look at pictures of him, but don't. I know if I do, I will want to crawl into them.
I get tired of missing him. Sometimes it is still work to focus on the good things I have instead of what I do not have. The work makes me tired.
OH MY!!! What a pitiful blog post!!! I wrote these paragraphs and one other one that was too self serving to let you see. I saved the post as a draft and then began to read old posts and comments. I've learned too much and God has shown me too much to act like this. I do have challenging times but GOD IS STILL BIGGER!! I'm going to get some sleep and be More Than a Conqueror!!
Whole Wheat & Oat Muffins
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