Tuesday, February 3, 2009

The "D" word.

I am blessed

to live in America
with a great husband and friends.
that it is Tuesday (Biggest Loser night with the Peanuts)
with a CLEAN car
to have visionaries for Pastors
to have a good job
with Colorado friends coming to visit
to know the Truth (it sets me free)

I am fighting depression. It creeps in and tries to take over. I will not give satan a foothold. God did not give me a spirit of fear, but of POWER, LOVE AND A SOUND MIND. I wish I could type in tongues......that would be so cool.

I have fought depression before and won. It hasn't shown up in several years. I am not surprised, just annoyed. Some people may think I have a reason to be depressed, but I don't think that. I miss Peyton and wish he were here, but I know where he is. He has reached our destination before us. He is with our Father and he is happy. Isn't that our goal, that our children be happy and live successful lives? Peyton was a success and I am proud.

My life is different......but I am still blessed. Depression has to go in the name of Jesus. No weapon formed against me shall prosper. I am covered by the Blood. My Father loves me.

This state of mind will not defeat me. satan is weak, but God in me is strong.


Mona said...

That's right, Becky! Good word! I agree with you and the Word - depression has to go - it has no part of you! The law of the Spirit of Life in Christ Jesus governs and reigns in every aspect of your life!

I love it - typing in tongues!! I hope you just get down in the floor and laugh yourself silly! satan's a loser and he knows it - he's grasping and gasping for air!!

Love you!

Jake said...

You and Tom are more than conquerors!!!

...MORE THAN conquerors.... :)

Landon Parker said...

Hearing the Word like that gets me fired up and makes me want to say "Preach it"!!

ps said...

I am praying for you right now! Stinking devil. I believe Mona's right. Thank you Lord for joy untypeable, I mean unspeakable and FULL OF GLORY!!! Full of the manifested Presence of God. Full and heavy with everything good. Repeat after me...ha ha ha...ha ha...haha..heeheee heee whhhoooooo haa haaaa Oh Man I'm starting to go over the Holy Ghost edge! Seriously!

Beckypdj said...

Yes, I am laughing

Beckypdj said...

I didn't think I was very convincing in my comment, but I am laughing. I was also thinking how great it is to have you all. How we can lift each other up...I love this technology. The scripture came to mind.... when I am weak, He is strong. He is filling in all my weak places with His strength....I can't be defeated. I can SEE Him filling in those places.

ps said...

I want to lay hands on you and Tom and pray for you tomorrow night okay? We're getting this 'D' thing off of you once and for all!

Susie (So Blessed) said...

Keep those words of Jesus in your thoughts...and satan will have to flee from you. I will be praying for God's protection of your heart and mind.


Greater is He that is in me, than he that is in the world.
1 John 4:4

McCaslin said...

Girl, your posts are so inspirational. I love reading them. You might just need to go into the ministry.

Just keep speaking the word of God over you life. You will be delivered.